wow i am extremely bored and dont even know what to talk about. bands almost over which means i can get a job woo(sarcasticly) but i get my liscence soon which is cool and i will maybe be like .1% less bored sometimes. i know sounds promising right. i dont think i can do drum corp and if u even think about dad might kill me. school is ok. i dont think Mr. French is a teacher considering i have a 100 average litteraly not even rounded in his class with test its bull he might as well just give me 100s on everything cause i am not challenged or am being prepared for college so he can suck it. not much to talk about. i like someone now no big deal. uh thats about it and i dont care much about punctuation.

so lifes good.
uh The philles won which is awesome.
chapters is soon and we dont have practice on saterday but i am having a sectional at my house which will also be fun.
i think i am going to the parade tomorrow but i am not too sure.
practice was kinda bull today and the woodwinds were being gay and they are going to majorly f-up chapters
but brass will rock.
i realize i dont have much to talk about
the woodwind section leaders hate each other and it makes things worse
watchmen is a great graphic novel
OH and a certain problem child isnt showing up for the sectional and is giving bull shit reasons why
i am so pissed like she is a main problem that we could isolate but she wont be there she needs this the most.
i honestly dont think that me going to school tomorrow will help determine if we play/have the football game becasue like the whole football team is probably skipping and wont go to philly just stay home and get wasted early then intended so what ever if we still have the game i will show up cause its not like we take attendence at the game.
belskis wants to go trick or treating with his kids and i think that is plenty fair so what ev its not my say

         so its definantly been a while since i have done this. i dont have anytime to do anything cause of band but its not to bad becuase i enjoy it. I just hate when certain people dont care and dont want to work or bitch. LIKE WE COULD BE SO F-ING GOOD IF PEOPLE CARED AND STOPPED THEY BUTCHING. its so frustrating when only like 3 people give a shit. Rob could be giving a fix and the people that need it are dancing or texting or just being stupid. this is why i cant wait to do surf. it all people that care and want to be good while doing somthing you love... but ... the i might not be able to do it this year which sucks soooooooooooo much. like dad is loosing his job and says i wont get allowance anymore. i can get a job but it might be too late and he will be all stressted about everything. i just hope things get fixed soon so i might be able to do it. i cant wait till next year because most of the problems will have gradutated all with one person and i really hope they dont let a certain flute player stay because , not trying to be mean but, she literally does not have the mental capability to do it and its another thing holding us back. one person could play the best show ever and practice and be near perfect but if everyone else isnt or does care it will never be that good as a whole. 

           On that note uh the show today was great and i cont care about the score it was only a .3 difference and we are currently 8th maybe tenth because there are still 2 shows unentered.  we have so much potential i dont think people realize how good we could be. i think that our guard is really good regardless of what they say TOB is bullshit and colorguard cant be easy.  
       
          life is going great right now cant complain. the phillies are playing an awesome game right now. the score is 1 to 0 Phillies in the bottom of the 3rd inning 2 men on and no outs . someone needs to hit a mutha f-ing home run. i didnt realize how much i missed playing baseball until this year but what ever. I NEED TO START TO PRACTICE FOR ALL SOUTH!! i wish the stupid woman at the music store knew anything about music cause i probably would have been practicing by now. i need to go soon but i dont have much time and when i do my dad is like sleeping cause he had to get up at like 1 AM. 

        well i have just been rambling on so if you read this thank your for your time but no one prob will


PEACE!

Hmmmmmmm today was better and late opening tomorrow woooooooo
band went well


well thats about it for today

         So i decided to start a live journal today because today pretty much sucks and i feel like writing about it. Well to start things off i was/am pissed off today but i dont know why. It could be because i am extremely tired or just cause i am. I stayed up waaaayy to late last night because i took a long nap. To make this day even worse i learned that i will definantly not be able to do surf mainly because well my dad wont have a job after January 1st. I am sure he will find somthing but it wont be the same and he will have to build back up from the bottom. I cant get a job until band season is over and that money will have to go towards insurance for a car in the near future. I also really dont want to go to the firehouse tonight because we will probably end up just sitting around and I would rather do that at home without the cigarette smoke and old men bitching about the economy and the election and haveing to deal with certain people or getting crap just because i am a junior. I might just flipp. I dont know what is going to happen but i hope things work out for the better. I do believe that everything happens for a reason I just hope it will be alright and soon.